ON MY MIND.....

RIGHT NOW IT'S ALOT STUFF ON MY MIND CONCERNING SCHOOL, CHICKS AND ALONG WITH GEAR SOMETIMES I WOULDN'T MIND DROPPING HALF OF THE THINGS I NEED TO WORRY ABOUT FOR THE THINGS I WANT BUT WE ALL KNOW THAT WE HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE FIRST . RIGHT NOW IM FEELIN LIKE I JUST WANA BE ALONE FROM EVERYBODY . THIS MIGHT SOUND KINDA FREAKED UP BUT IM JUST NOT CARING ABOUT WHAT OTHERS THINK AS OF NOW IF IT'S A RACE TO 30 OR JUST A CHICK PISSED IM NOT CARING AT ALL ..... MONEY AND GEAR IS ON MY MIND IDC, MY HOMIE CHRIS ALWAYS TELLS ME THAT MATERIAL THINGS SHOULDN'T MATTER TO ME AS MUCH AS A PERSON BUT I DONT GIVE A F**K (WOULDT WANT SOMEONE TO DIE OVER IT OR ANYTHING) I BEEN NOTICE SINCE 10TH GRADE I WAS DIFFERENT FROM ALOT OF PEOPLE BUT IM FINE WITH THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY IF I HAVE WHAT I NEED, WHAT I WANT,THE PEOPLE THAT DONT ANNOY ME, AND IS ABOUT BZ IM GOOD.I DONT KNOW AT THESE TIMES IN MY LIFE, RIGHT NOW THE BEST THING I CAN DO IS STAY TO MYSELF ..I REALLY WISH I COULD FLY YO! AND GET AWAY FROM TIMES THAT PISS ME OFF. IF YOU DONT REALLY KNOW ME IM A CARING PERSON AND I LOVE AT THE END OF THE DAY NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE BUT SOME WAY PEOPLE FIND AWAY TO GET UNDER THE KID'S SKIN ....IM NOT TRYIN TO SIT HERE AND SAY THAT IM A PERFECT PERSON BUT I DO CARE FOR ALOT OF PEOPLE AND SOMETIMES I DON'T SEE IT IN RETURN AT ALL BUT IT'S ALL GOOD CAUSE AT THE END OF THE NIGHT IM SLEEPIN WIT MY SPIDER-MAN BLANKETS AND 2 SNEAKS GLOWIN UP ON MY FLOOR...LOL JOKIN BUT REALLY I FEEL THAT THINGS NEED TO SIMMER DOWN ON THE BAD SIDE OR I MIGHT JUST FLIP OUT AND I DONT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN CAUSE THAT WAS THE OLD DAYS AND IN LIFE WE'RE SUPPOSE TO GO FORWARDS NOT BACKWARDS (EXCEPT FOR VAGE) AND IT CAN NEVER BE ANY DIFFRENT FROM THAT.I DONT WANT PEOPLE COMING UP TO ME TALKING ABOUT HOW I SHOULDN'T CARE ABOUT THIS OR THAT AND I DONT WANT PEOPLE I CARE FOR MAKING FUN OF ME FOR THE THINGS IM INTRESTED IN (I FEEL THAT YOUR A LIL JELLY)I REALLY THOUGHT WE HAD ARE OWN LIVES. AS HUMANS WE ALL JUST NEED TO BE OUR SELVES CAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY THATS ALL WE HAVE. TO BE REAL WITH YOU I WANA GET THE HELL OUT HERE CAUSE IT'S TO MUCH DUMB SHIT ...... EVERYBODY STAY COOL AND BE YOUR SELF ..PLEASE