LOOK UP IN ME

I FEEL LIKE I'M INTO THINGS HARDER THAN I EVER WAS. CREATING NEW FRIENDS, MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND LEARNING NEW THINGS ARE COMING TO ME FASTER THEN I EVER INTENDED. SCHOOL RIGHT NOW IS IN MY LOWEST INTEREST BUT WHAT I'M WORRIED ABOUT MORE THAN ANYTHING. I KNOW GOOD GRADES ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT WITHIN ANYTHING ELSE MONEY, CLOTHES, CHICKS, AND MATERIAL THINGS. I HAVE TO GET STRONGER BUT AS DAYS GO ON IT'S JUST NOT MY BEST INTEREST. WHAT I'M SAYING IS THAT I FREAKING HATE SCHOOL BUT IT GETS DONE BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE. I KNOW FOR SURE THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE A TEACHER WHEN I GROW UP (NOTHING AGAINST TEACHERS, THEY'RE BLESSED).ANOTHER THING ON THE MIND IS THAT I'M ALONE ALOT(DON'T WANA TALK MUCH ABOUT THAT). I GUESS THAT'S THE TRUE SACRIFICE OF GETTING THINGS DONE OR JUST GOING TO SCHOOL HOME. ON THE OTHER SIDE THE GREAT THING ABOUT BEING HOME IS THAT I SEE THE REAL WORLD AND NOT STUCK IN LOONY LANDS. I KNOW MYSELF BETTER THEN EVER AND KNOW EXACTLY WHAT MY INTEREST ARE IN LIFE.I WOULD SAY THAT I'M ON MY GRIND HARD.
I WAS ONCE TOLD BELIEVE IT OR NOT I'M GETTING OLD IN MY CAREER, SINCE THEN I HAVE BEEN PUTTING ALMOST EVERY HOUR TO SOME KIND OF USE TO GET BETTER AT WHAT I WANT TO DO, IF I'M DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE OR IF I'M JUST SITTING STILL THINKING REALLY HARD ABOUT AN IDEA, EVERY MINUTE IS BEING PUT TO WORK.ON THE OTHER SIDE I FEEL MY TRUE CHRACTER IS STARTING TO COME TO PEOPLE AND SOME ARE LIKING IT AND SOME AREN'T BUT HEY IM ME ALL DAY EVERY SECOND I EVEN GIGGLE WHEN I'M SLEEPING. BUT WHEN PEOPLE FEEL SOME TYPE AWAY OF ME IM SHOCKED LIKE A MUG, JUST LIKE MIKE.